Kouda Mainframe

The world is a fucked up place. Yeah, it is, people. Y, u ask? Well, let’s see, they say if you try hard enough, you’ll get what you deserve. O rly? So, explain to me why after bustin my skinny ass studying biochem, I ended up with a fuckin C+.

I studied. I know I didn’t study as much as those brainy bastards that got DL or shit. But, still, I studied. And if I wanted to get a fuckin C+, i would’ve spent my semester frolickin in McD or sumthin. C’mon la. It just ain’t fair. I mean, I knew I was gonna get a "slightly higher than a passing grade", but still. WTF kind of messed up idiot gets a god forsaken C+ after suckin his brain dry sittin in front of the friggin BCM notes!?

And what kind of brain-dead stupefied psycho is so goddamn "skema" as to NOT accept an answer that doesn’t match the answer scheme!? I’m not saying that’s the reason y I got so a disgrace of a grade. But, it’s been goin around on the inside of my miniature cranial cavity. And it seems the only reason as to why my results turned out that way.

WHY!? Why is it that every last drop of effort that I place into these things seem to just go down the drain? At rapid succession at that. I just don’t get it. Someone PLEASE clear this up for me. I hate doing something that seems so goddamn useless. I mean, workin on my game-project seems to have more of a sense than studying for a C+ (which I would probably get even by JUST working on the game project and not studying at all). Dude, C+ is a grade you get by just ATTENDING class. Explain~!! Explain~!!! CANNOT GODDAMN COMPUTE!!

Y’know what, this makes me feel like spending all my cash to buy that psp camera I’ve been craving for a while. Just to make me feel better. Y’know, to feel a sense of accomplishment in my pathetic life. SInce, y’know, I ain’t gettin any by wasting my precious time in front of the text books and notes. I wudn’t even mind starving to death…haih…I am SO pathetic bah…

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